1st week of school!

Fayzulin was doing very well in school. He enjoyed going outdoor with his teachers and friends. He even explore every corner of his classroom immediately when he came in. He only cry when he wants to go to nap. 

After a week of school, he learned alot of new songs. He can even do the actions. 

Fayzulin decided to call me Mama instead of Mummy. 

Such a big boy you are now! Mama is so proud of you! ❤


Fayzulin last day of class

It feels like only last week he just join the class. And now it has come to as end. He enjoyed every class that he turned up. He doesn’t even care if I don’t join in with him. We didn’t manage to continue his class due to so many things we need to settle by December. 

As usual, Mummy got emotional. Mummy just hate saying good bye to good, fun and loving people. 

Dear Fayzulin, these two teachers are your first teachers in your life. Do not forget them. They have been such an awesome teachers teaching you alot of things from sensory skills to motor skills. You came in crawling like a baby and now went you left you are walking like a big boy. Everyone is so proud of what you are now. 

Let’s check out the real playgroup school okay, Fay?

Organic baby food


Fay have been eating all the Heinz bottle food and Cerelac White Rice with Milk. His appetite suddenly went off.

People recommend me to start giving him meat, vegetable and rice. Puree it and make it as a porridge.

Two days ago he had fish and yesterday he had chicken breast.

Today he had food allergy 😒

Obviously this boy hate my cooking. He would prefer ready made food!

So this time round I bought organic foods since he is coming to 7 months. He need healthy foods. I’m always worry for his intake.

Let’s take 1 week off from food and after that we will start with organic food alright?

What is love at first sight?


Ans: I’ve been in love before. Countless of times. But I’ve never ever been through love at first sight till Muhammad Fayzulin is out from my tummy. Well, that was my love at first sight.

The first time I see him, I’m already in love. The first time I hold him, I know I’m gnna shower him with unconditional love. The first time I kiss his forehead, this boy is gnna be mine forever.

Amazing much?

That moment when your pain suddenly disappeared….. your husband carry your child to you. Peacefully closing their eyes. All you can do is just kiss them gently and cry….. and continue to cry until your child have to go for their weight check.

Okay snap. Back to reality but lesser pain. Well, for me. Since I was on  epidural. All I want to do is just….. sleep!

Totally life experience.

I will never ever forget.