As’salamualaikum Aufa ❤

Fay is such a big boy now. He carry his own bag. He walk and hold hands with me. He will play around the area while we wating for taxi. He have been giving alot of kisses and hugs to Aufa and everyone. My baby is growing up! I want to cry so badly. 

And he is going to be a big brother in 6 months time. I cannot imagine that. 

Now, I am overwhelmed.

We’ve got 6 more months together Fay. May our relationship continue to stay this way even if your sibling will be out. Well its true. First born is always Mummy’s baby. And my first love.

So anyway, my sister in law finally gave birth to a boy named, Aufa. We were all excited when she was done with the operation. I am finally an aunty and this is my very first nephew in my life! Fay finally have a cousin. And I think Mama and Asha gnna have headache when we are going to have family dinner. 😂



First trimester

Honestly, both pregnancy wasn’t planned at all. I was all paranoid that my menses was late for 4 days. Decided to check and it was positive. I don’t even know how to react….

But still alhamdulila.. this is all god’s gift. Amin. 

So, people say every pregnancy they will go through differently. And now I believe it. 

My first trimester with Fayzulin wasn’t as bad as this time round. I can vomit easily. Unlike now. The nausea feeling stuck with me. And don’t even let me puke anything out. When I don’t vomit anything my tummy will feel weird and some kind of pain. I am so frustruated that now my new bestfriend is the inhaler. I even tried drinking ginger tea freshly brewed. Still doesn’t work. Lots of plain water till I’m in and out from the toilet countless of time.  So tell me? What should I do with this crazy morning sickness. 

I cannot smell any food or anyone cooking. I don’t even like smelling my son anymore. This is very sad. Because I am that kind of Mom that will kiss, cuddle and hug tightly to my son. 

I am extra tired, lazy, exhausted… You name it. All I want to do is to sleep and forget the world. But I can’t because I’ve got another life to take care of. 

Please share with me your tips dearest parents. 

Hopefully all these nonsense will stop soon. I can’t afford to continue 9 month like this.