This time round, I am full of anxiety. I don’t even know where to start.
I feel like I am not ready to meet the 2nd one. I feel like I am not physically and mentally prepare to welcome her yet. I feel like my time with Fayzulin is too short.
Dont judge. But once you have children. Your first one is your everything. Now, I understand how it feels when other Mummies say it.
I am the only child. So I dont know how it feels to have siblings. To share toys and love with your other siblings.
This makes me more worry…. I am worry for myself if I can’t love the 2nd one as much as Fay. Is that even crazy to say that? I am so scared. What if I cant handle both at the same time?
I’ve never regret planning on getting the 2nd one… but the pressure that is coming through was so much harder than I thought.
3 more weeks to go…. May god bless my pregnancy journey with lots of patience…